clarislicious

i'm blogging again. seriously, there's nothing much for me to do at home except to clear my notes for space in my room. it can be considered a pig sty ever since JC. notes are everywhere. I re-arranged everything according to subjects. yes, re-arranged, not throw away. like i say, i got a bad feeling about As so throwing away notes is a big no no & the notes ain't that cheap either. so throwing the notes away is like throwing cold hard cash into the bin.

but still, if miracles happen & i no longer need my notes, anyone taking As next year can still come to me (: & yes, i have got both peter cann & john sloman (: but... i will only give away subjects like chemistry & maths. As for econs & GP, i will only loan it out (:

okay, it's really hard to decide who to like the most, coz all 4 of them are TOO great (:

炎亚纶

王子

小鬼

鲔鱼

i never knew that weiyu's actually incredibly smart even after watching BBT like so many times -.- coz at that time, it's always wang zi.LOL.

weiyu's SUPER good in geography, history & sciences. omg, a perfect scholar (:

if you watch wo ai he se BBT or MFBBT,you will realise that he's very talented. of course not only in terms of academics, but also dancing, singing etc.

after watching music bank, i found out that there are actually many boybands and girlbands in korea. & most of them are freaking good (:

apparently, i only know bands such as SNSD, SS501, big bang , wondergirls, shinee, super junior etc those popular ones.
but after music bank, i realised one boyband which is quite good, & it is called U-KISS. 7 guys and one of them is actually hyun joon's brother! yes, hyun joon from SS501!




as for the girls, there're actually two of them (:






& last of all, my favourite! SS501, still as hot as ever! (:

今天。。。我做了一个尝试！
哈哈！

所以很开心。。。
请拭目以待 (:

如果说从来都没有感动过是假的。
如果说从来都没有想去接受是假的。

缘分很奇妙。

在你身边一直关心你的，你却不为所动。
那些漠不关心的，你却一直想着。

有些人，不管过了多久，都不会让你有那种感觉。
但是有些人，只要第一眼看见他，那种感觉就悄悄地住在心里。

十二月八号。。。
如果你出现在我眼前，我就会相信这个缘分。
但是你没出现的话，这一年来的暗恋就会随着我离开初院 , 一样地消失。

*妻子的诱惑*
对之前伤害过你的人，对之前让你流过无数次眼泪的人。。。
最好的报复就是要比他过的更好。


可是我还是没做到这一点.

幸福的定义是什么？
有时候和朋友会聊到这个话题。。。
在什么情况下，你会真的觉得幸福，快乐呢？

现在，只要能够上大学，我就会觉得自己是世界上最最最幸福的人。
老天爷也未免对我太好了吧！因为我一直以来并不是一个很 lucky 的人。

当然，过多几年，幸福对我来说就有可能不只是上大学那么简单。(:

Prom's coming! actually i wasn't bothered by it AT ALL. i am intending to do some last-minute shopping after my As and just buy a simple dress will do. YES, THAT's MY PLAN!
but the funny thing is that my friends who are not attending prom are even more eager & excited than me. whenever thay pass by those cometics store or magazines that are featuring on prom dresses, they will start asking about my plan on prom. like whether i'm going to wear fake eye-lashes, what colour dress i will be buying, wearing heels or pumps etc. & they suggest that i should start planning all these now.

i really want to LOL.
but... my plan STILL stays... buy a dress and that's it!
attending prom doesn't mean i MUST wear a prom dress coz it will be quite a waste if i just wear it once. & i don't dare to put on fake eye-lashes so i'm definitely NOT putting it.
actually i like karen's suggestion in not wearing a dress but a suit!
it will be like those 帅气女生, which will be a fresh look for me. HAHA
but.. the theme's mid summer night dream leh....

事情过去就算了。生气也该气消了。双方都有不对的地方。不想心里有道墙。
大家还是好姐妹啦！


哈哈，可爱吧？
前几个月在plaza sing 看见一个超漂亮的旅行箱。是淡粉红色的，而且还有hello kitty 的图案！
那时候就觉得这世界怎么会有那么可爱的东西，真的恨不得马上买回家！
但是$300+ ! 其实不用看，也知道一定很贵.
就依依不舍地走掉了。。。


 

今天。。。我突然好想好想哭。 好想把心里所有的无奈全都哭出来。加上，有一些
不舒服，整个人很没精神。

以前很爱为了一点小事就哭，但现在懂得控制自己的情绪也懂得忍耐。所以就算再
辛苦，也必须忍。

有些人说哭是一种发泄和减轻压力的方法，之前自己也这么认为。因为把全部事情
都放在心里真的很辛苦。

但有可能是环境的影响或者是以前哭多了，现在觉得哭其实也不过是如此。

一天一天的成长，觉得自己越来越像自己的星座了。因为以前终觉得自己是另类天平。

哈哈

到现在这个时候， 什么都不必去想，只要 put in my utmost effort in everything i do. 我要对得起我自己, 也要给自己一个交代. 都已经拼了命读到了初院，就再拼多一次吧！我相信天是公平的.

let me just forget about the As for ten minutes (:

it's graduation day today, last formal day in school (: but consultations will definitely still go on for the next 2 weeks.
this one year & eight months in IJC was indeed a short journey, and till now i still can't believe that i actually went through it.

although we had graduated, i know nothing's going to change, especially the friendship that we've built in these 2 years. other than the As results which i will receive next year during march, the next best takeaway is the friends i've made. i remembered vividly that i once wrote a post  that we will only make true friends during secondary school, and they will be the ones who will be there with you always. i admit that this's indeed true, i've never ever doubt this before. but JC can be another place where you can still make true friends.

LLSH
our second graduation (: our clinque-ship went through quite alot these 2 years. but whatever it is, you guys are still my best best best best best girlfriends ever. i look forward to graduate with you all again ( NUS hor, elicia haha (: ) & of course, stuck with you guys in the future! All the best for As!

okay, now for the crazy people i've make in ijc!

charlene
thankyou for bearing with my singing/humming all this while. somehow, you always know what i'm thinking or what i want to say. & you're always the first to realize that i'm unhappy and doing all those silly things to cheer me up. don't keep saying that i always
敷衍 you okay even though i sound like i m. LOL. you're the best fan ever (: jiayou! & i know you'll miss my singing.

zhiping
大姐! i will surely miss your ''我想吐，我的头很晕!'' LOL. stop playing 神来也麻将! it's bad! anyway, happy 21st birthday (: and look forward to my chocolate coated apple with marshmallows. 虽然我自己也不相信我做的出来. haha.

germy
i really enjoy talking with you, although our conversations always sound as if we are in an argument. haha.  we are forever finding trouble and say mean things to each other. & i will never forget you disturbing me during lectures!  ''I'M SICK OF YOU!'' LOL.
i still remember the times when you kept telling me to stop playing when we were doing our pw. you're super fierce okay! i hate you, friend-less. LOL.

chan
 i must admit i can't stand you sometimes. don't be a  烂好人 anymore. MUST eat vegetables every single meal! & i realize that you'll drink/eat the same thing EVERYDAY once you find it nice. HELLO, NO ONE DRINKS KICKAPO EVERYDAY! NO ONE DRINKS BIRD NEST FLAVOURED DRINK EVERYDAY! NO ONE DRINKS PEACH TEA EVERYDAY!

jialin
at last, i found someone that is even more blur than me (: i hope that all your effort that you put in will pay off (: love ya!

 i actually FELL DOWN in school yesterday! i was not running or anything; i was just walking and the next thing i knew, i just fell onto the ROUGH floor.

and yes! tears fell with IMMEDIATE EFFECT, because i can feel my left ankle being bent 180 degrees onto the floor. IT WAS SO PAINFUL and my right knee was bleeding! i limped to the toilet with much effort and karen helped to clean my wound.
AND IT HURTS LIKE MAD. i can't straighten my knee and the pain was there the whole entire afternoon. it was like chili padi + sambal + wasabi etc being rubbed repeatedly on my knee.

at first, i thought my left ankle was fine although it really hurt when i fell. but since i can still walk, i was not bothered by it.
BUT, it got swollen at night, and i CAN'T WALK AT ALL. i was so affected by the pain and i did not go to school today.

now, my left ankle is being bandaged and my right knee still hurts.

my mother was so shocked that a 18-yr-old can actually fell down when walking, and wanyi feels that it is weird for to fall down in school.

okay, i was badly affected by the fall.

this card is from germy (: thanks!

i'm 18 (:
happy birthday to myself, benliu & kenliu (:
i really love benliu' s sms. same to you too all righty! hang on, ''brother'' ! HA

perhaps it's due to As, i haven't got any mood to really celebrate. but still, it's afterall a birthday. my family celebrated it on the 27th while LLSH + 7-F on the 28th. yupps, all in advance coz my birthday falls on a weekday.

thankyou all guys (: love ya (:

so.... i went to my favourite place, KBOX :D and being a cheesecake 达人, i chose to celebrate at Bakerzin (:
KBOX was great as usual, i got to choose the songs & kept holding on to the mike. if you love singing like me, you will surely hate me to the core if you go KBOX with me. LOL.

also love the presents received this year! the feeling of receiving a bouquet of roses was indeed pleasant. love it! i hope it will not wither that fast.

charlene was nice to me today, yupps, only for today. HAHA. she actually smsed last night saying that i can sing/hum to her the whole day in school although she did not respond to me at all. i love my FAN!

anyway, i can't forgive germy for not smsing me last night. LOL. evil pw mate. so you better be nicer to me during prom (:

pris wrote me a ''card'' again. thanks girl. love the present too!

so! my birthday wish for this year is.............TADA. okay, it's far too obvious to be mentioned.

people, all the best for As (:

除了读书，我正在努力地挖钱！！！
哈哈哈！

tmr meeting pris 颗伴 for lunch (:

i had a pleasant evening on friday (: swensens with LLSH. i haven't seen suxin ever since the flyer trip. it had been 3 whole months. so it was really great to meet her. she is going shanghai again for 2 weeks.

Bon Voyage, girl (:

10 people are going for prom! (: yay, now 0823C can form a table! germy's officially my prom-night buddy. LOL. & of course, not forgetting PRIS!

i had been listening to 小鬼's EP this few days. he finally did it! after years of waiting, this day finally arrived. i started watching YLBFB because of him. i understood the meaning of 荒天不复(i'm not too sure which ''fu'' is it!) 苦心人 because of him.

good things will eventually happen if you don't let go of what you want.

黄鸿升，加油! (:

不屑, 鬼打墙。。。都很好听!

it's teachers' day celebration again! as usual, innova's road race. but we had the chance to decide whether to run a not, so i chose not to. & i did not go back to adss as well due to various reasons. i prefer to go back when i received my A levels results, when i become a better person. i don't want to give my ex-teachers the idea that i only remember them on teachers' day.

econs tutorial wasn't good too. it was so unproductive. but i will not forsake my results just because i met someone lousy.
it's definitely NOT your credit if i managed to get a decent grade, but i will also not blame you if i did not do well.

it wasn't that long when we just got back our prelim 1 results, and the first thing we received in school today was the prelim 2 timetable. i'm tired of all these shit seriously. like what priscilla said, we wake up, go school, go home, do homework, sleep and the whole routine continues the next day. IT WILL go on for the next few months. every month practically just flew away, and before i know it, it's the As.

yes, serve me right for going to a JC. serve me right for being so life-less now. i know i shouldn't be complaining at this point of time. but does going to a JC even deprived me of having the right to whine or complain? it does not. i STILL have the right.

it's gonna be so so so worth it, coz if everything goes well, all the girls will be shaking around in NUS next year during this time as said by my econs lecturer. but that's when everything goes well, what if something just went wrong. if anything can go wrong, IT WILL according to murphy's law.

P.S when i started blabbering rubbish, ignore me. coz i will be fine after some venting and sleeping!

Alevels. it's either i can make it or i don't.  still, no regrets of coming to a JC despite the busy schedule, stress, life-less & whatever you can think of. since the time has come for us to really sit down and study, i'm going to repeat myself just like what i posted during pre-Olevels.

YES, I'M GOING TO LEAVE IJC WITH GOOD RESULTS.